Friday, September 9, 2011

Test and more test to score

My third date with Pamidronate is this Saturday.I guess it gives me a chance to say hi and bye to a wedding of a relative or a raya visit to a house or two.Naah..the last time I did it,I got all finally settled at around 4pm,just enough time for me to beat the rush hour out of the ever so busy Kuala Lumpur.What with little big Haiqal insisted that he should be left behind so that he could go to his tuition class that morning..

Just couldn't myself to sleep.Went to Pokok Sena Kedah to visit a friend whose first child died today. Can't say I understand how she feels just because I have lost my first born too. Things are different for her.What is most important is, God knows best. Things somehow fall into places, solving problems that no human could ever think that it is possible.

Earlier this morning, a friend shared with me her problem.Quite a big obstacle she is facing in her adult life I would say.I saw writhing in pain right infront of me.This happen to her most days of the month.That made me rethink of what I am facing.I would say her suffering is more intense and her test ranked much higher than mine.Again,God knows best.

Reached home at 9pm,the TV AlHijrah was showing Khidmat Syariah Ibu Mithali featuring this Puan Haslina who raises 2 physically challenged kids by herself.The boys are all excited about getting education,and the mother struggled to get them to school in all difficulties.Oh Wow!Really, sometimes when you feel like you are facing difficulty that makes you feel like you have already hit rock bottom emotionally...and suddenly you get to look at how other people cope with their own suffering which appears much more than what you are facing,you feel like burying you head out of shame for complaining.

And now, after the glassfull of nescafe ais I drank on my way home from Kedah, I am left with a lappy while all my boys are already enjoying their ZZZZs.How am going to wake tomorrow..hhmmm Mohon Restu day tomorrow.Our special guest is Asyraf the first Imam Muda.I hope I will be able to open my eyes.Talk about my test.I have 148 children sitting for SPM, 135 children sitting for PMR and 1 child sitting for UPSR...Just hope that Asyraf will be able to deliver some motivation to those children.Oh dear God, please let the kids be healthy and fit to be sitting for their examination and please let them ace in all their papers.Please bless them kids with beautiful life here and hereafter.

2 comments:

@z@z said...

miss u and alwiyz pray 4 u...plz find out more about SEFT....it's very good...huhuhu

Dr. H said...

Salam Yati,

Lama tak dengar berita, how are you, is thinking of you lately.

Has

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