That very Monday morning, several colleauges asked me if I was feeling alright.I was indeed in a not so happy mood, I was feeling quite down. I was in KL on Saturday and for along while I have been meaning to meet up with a blogger whom I have talked through a few phone calls and smses. Being me, I always procrastinate everything and on my last trip to KL, I still didn't look her up. After I reached Penang, on Sunday evening, I received a message saying that Raden Galoh the blogger sedang nazak di rumah ibunya.....That really got me kicking myself silly. I felt so bad from then on until the morning after.
I was busy attending a course in kepala Batas for the next 3 days. Didn't even have the time to check my fb and blog for the whole week.
On Saturday morning, my husband called me to watch something on TV ,I saw Dalilah Tamrin on TV and on the top right corner of the screen was SIARAN LANGSUNG, I thought loudly, oh thank God she got better so fast.....and later when Zamzarina said alFatihah..I just sat down and cried.I wasn't sure why I cried,may be I was thinking of her 2 sons Adam and Idris who are still too young or may be I cried for I have lost all the chance to talk to her in person,yes, I think I cried because I never, ever had the chance to meet her. True, even through my phone conversation with her, I know that she was such a caring and loving person. God loves her. Her pain has gone and she is resting in peace, I hope. Her time has come and so will ours, we just don't know when or how. Just pray to Allah that we will all be blessed with rahmah. Insyaa Allah..

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My friend & I planned to visit her on the previous Friday but didn't get to go coz' she did not reply our sms. Thought that she might not be ready to receive visitors.
Didn't get to go for her funeral too because mum was at the hospital...
Eh kita ni bila pulak nak jumpa? Tunggu last minute, tak sempat jumpa gak nanti :-)
mamayati,
kita berkongsi rasa yang sama akan kehilangan ini. Al-fatihah untuk allahyarhamah.
kita juga akan menyusul.
yalah..semua kita akan menyusul..sehingga saat itu kita perlu terus hidup, semoga kita dapat teruskan hidup ini dalam keberkatan.
Betultu Yati, kita ni bilala nak jumpa ya..I will be at Pusrawi for my appointment on the 7th of August,while waiting, kalau Yati ada kesempatan boleh jugak kita berjumpa.
salam,
saya pun x sempat nak jumpa personally with arwah..last our sms was when she @ mekah.semoga rohnya damai di sana bersama golongan roh org-org yg beriman.
I just lost my 5 YO daughter because of cancer too :(
people keep telling that me so strong and able to face this faith.hakikatnya hanya ALlah yg tahu.
Apa-apapun I wish akak tabah dalam perjuagan in this battle to fight cancer.
Salam ukhuwah :=)
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